Though I do masturbate once in a while, mostly when I'm high and alone, I much prefer when my boyfriend pleasures me. Perhaps it's because I don't own a dildo or such helpful tools, but that may not be a very good excuse. Perhaps it's because I haven't been single in a long time and thus haven't felt the urge to fulfill myself in that area. But is that relevant? Masturbating isn't just for singles is it? It's obvious I feel some sort of guilt in this area of my sexuality, but I only really feel it when my girlfriends bring it up or when my boyfriend wants to watch me masturbate. Otherwise, if it was just for my own sake, I don't think it would bother me at all.
That makes me wonder what exactly makes us masturbate? Our sexual drive is the obvious answer, but what about our culture? Does that have anything to do with it? I've never had very sexually extroverted girlfriends with whom to talk to about this, could that effect my need to masturbate and watch porn?
Well, regardless of the importance of masturbation and porn in my life, I think there's definitely a need for alternate sexual information and entertainment because what's out there right now on the mainstream market is simply degrading and unappealing to me, and probably many others. If it can become more human, I think people like me will reconnect with their sexuality in a more natural way.
- anonymous
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